cloudy, angry day....be gone, where is my bright day?
The martyr in me is a malignancy
the barter for my sanity....benign
bullshit
How do I give up one reality for the other
when I have no idea what is....real
anyway?
Inner surgeon must cut out the malignant martyr
that is invading my sacred sanity
Yes, let's do that.....shall we?
Cut away these questions while you are in there, doc
Why can't I let it go?
Why so in love with the benign bullshit
that feeds the cancer of my thoughts?
One tumor feeds off the other
interesting.....
I said to myself.....(pay attention self)
Now I find myself looking for a reason
to make it through the surgery
Am I not enough, am I not a reason
valid enough to live the life
I came here to live?
In the many questions....is an answer
single and sublime
"yes, you are enough"
Today, I choose to own that answer......fuck you, benign
bullshit! Be gone, I reclaim my day bright NOW!
Vindictive, voracious blues give way to
the soft blues of the grand and open sky
above me
I feel the planet's pulse....through my feet
deep and green below me
Staring up.....in grateful wonder
I discover the courage to make the call
The surgery will be scheduled today
Cut out the questions and
the martyred malignancy
In the space that remains, I find ME
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