Showing posts with label Hard To Say. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Hard To Say. Show all posts

Friday, February 28, 2014

My Far Off Flight......for Joe

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It snowed
I cried
Seems I was not sufficiently
alibied
The rain froze hard
I drew the wild card
And away I flew
Away from you

In the dark corners of
last night
I found myself questioning
my far off flight
Why would I  take wing
From something
So sweet and solidly
grounded
I need you to know I know
the life we founded
Was and is rich with humbled
honor
This bird knew changes were
bearing down upon her
One day.... away she flew
Away from you

One truth that resonates
with me... as my time bomb
detonates
Blowing apart any rational reason
I deserve a trial for my treason
But in the piles of the rubble
I know that no matter how
deeply troubled
My heart and soul may be found
You will always pick me up
off the ground
And to you... words of peace I will 
impart
No matter how much we move
apart
We will always find our way
back
To quell and calm the world's
attacks
Because the love we founded
Will always be grounded
In graceful respect and grateful love
That's the most precious gift
I could ever think of

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Fly Flags of Flowers

 
 
Hey, what ever happened to that
peace thing?
What ever happened to loving
your brother
ALL your brothers and
sisters?
 
Why do we still argue about
skin color
or ethnicity?
 
Why are some of us so
afraid of ourselves
still
That we will attack
another person
For any reason....
 
Hard to say?
Figure it out, friend
 
Whatever happened
to love
and caring and
feeding those souls
that starve?
 
What ever happened
to sharing
and not littering
the planet
 
Hard to say?
Clean this place up!
 
What ever
happened to
common decency?
 
What happened
to you and
me
 
Hard to say?
Where are you under all that
everyday damage?
 
Climb with me to that
ground high
Let us lift our voices
again
 
Hold my hand in your hippie
skirt and bare feet
Don your patchouli
pungent
Fly flags of flowers around
your neck
 
Love me free, comb my
hair...flowing
Dance in the streets in the mid
day sun
Take a day off work and
take a nap in the park
 
Fly flags of flowers from
windows
Hand flowers out to the wandering
strangers
void of beauty in their
lives
 
What happened to us
people?
 
Hard to say?
Make it easy once
again
 
 
 
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Sunday, September 22, 2013

something....possible




say it
if ya feel it
life is too short
to wonder
and way too long
to wander

say it
if ya need it
life is way too short
for waiting
and way too long
for regrets

say it if you
mean it
life is way too short
for misunderstandings
and way too long
to stand in the
relentless rain of
tears tumbling
down

hard to say what you
need
want
or
know is
right
then quit cryin
and gift yourself
a way

life is way too short
to spend time
any where but where you
want to
and way too long to
long for
something.....
possible

Sunday, June 16, 2013

DadSpiration..... A Daughter's Desire


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maker of the money
builder of the birdhouse
owner of the 401K plan
tough guy, tender on the inside
I suspect.....
I hope
hard to say
sometimes......that
which lives in your heart

risk.....I need to know

dads...they come in all shapes
and sizes
swords, they are wielded
as monsters are at the door or
under the bed
brave and gallant dad...
slaying the thought that they
exist
saving the day
when I needed you to say
that which lives in your
heart
it's hard, huh?

tell me, I need to hear you
say it

tell me you are afraid, dad
tell me that sometimes life does not work
out
but, I will be ok anyway
tell me that you cried when I was born
and that you love me to the moon
and back
300 times.....tell me

just like you taught me, dad
if you kick your fears to the curb
they are gone
tell me about your fears, dad
I need to know that boys care too
or, I will choose one
who can not tell me what lives
in his heart
and it will be hard to say if I will be
happy...not knowing
tell me, dad...I need to know

save my future now, daddy
the real monster at the door is
the  vacancy.... no emotion known
tell me.....please...risk it
speak it
tell me....risk the reaction of me
telling you too

"I love you, Dad"

hard to say...perhaps
tell me, I promise I will make it
easy

Thursday, March 21, 2013

Seasons Shift


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Snow on the mountain this morning
Sun on the hill
Melting, freezing, repeating the
process
Spring.....where are you?

Gaia suffers her seasons once more
What have we done
How do we fix it
The patterns of the seasons shift

Yet we still expect the same patterns
There may be no "fix"

Our seasons are changing
As the snow melts off of our mountain
Soon we will navigate the hills
again

And we will climb that mountain
together
The view from the top....perfection
As the patterns of our seasons
ebb and flow

Changes are inevitable
We adapt
We change in circular cycles
We are partners in the new patterns
of our ever changing seasons

The snow will melt in its own time
The grass shall grow lush and green..again
The sun will warm my face
as I allow the shifting of my seasons



Saturday, November 17, 2012

Epic Proportion!!!!

Today, she decided to honor herself
to be herself
to celebrate herself
To own her epic proportion

She is an incredible creature
fluid, fancy, faithful
Open, just and true, real
A Broad of Epic Proportion!

Her love lives vastly
it is vast
it is accessible
If you respect it



Do not attempt to belittle
or undermine
Silly human....one does not mess with
a Goddess of Epic Proportion!

Be true 
and truth
you will receive
in return

She decided to honor herself today
You best prepare yourself!
She is worthy of the honor
She is a Woman of EPIC PROPORTION!

Friday, September 21, 2012

Builder in the Basement

Hard to say why we as humans desire love at our core....and when it comes, we run from it. What quirk of nature causes this?
Logical? Nope. Fearful? Yep.
Is it logical to give something so precious over to fear? (only you can answer that one for yourself)

Do we feel we don't deserve it?
Afraid we'll mess it up? How can you mess it up if it never begins?
You find yourself living in the shadows of what  might have been....again, how can you know what the shadows will look like or that the shade they provide is their purpose if you never create them in the first place?

Have you built amazing structures, plans, brought about great change in the world? Then stand up and say you did it! A builder boarded in their own basement can not live their purpose, right?

Maybe we call love something else less scary......connection, fulfillment, peace, honor, touch, taste, melding.

What word would allow a safe place to dwell? Maybe we call it being ALIVE, is that too scary too? Let's call it Bill, or Ted, or Mary.....it's just a word, right?

Your car needs gas, you provide it, your body needs food, you eat.

Your soul needs to be alive.....the ball's in your court.

Time to stop letting a word have so much power......make it what you want it to be.






Monday, May 16, 2011

Can We Really Be More Just By Weighing Less?

You will never be enough 
until you are enough with yourself
All the bumpy lumps
The ups..the downs
The smiles and the frowns

Today I saw another ad
  Featuring Carrie Fischer
She's got a famous ma
And a gig with Jenny Craig
 30 pounds lighter..
Blah, Blah, Blah
 
But, what about the soul inside?
The words narrow
Long or wide
Can't describe a soul

A soul is noble, wise or pure
Maybe wicked on occasion
It can't be weighed, it's quite obscure
And needs no coaxing or persuasion

To do what it's here to do
That timing is up to us

One thing I know for God Damn sure
The soul's not better if we have a smaller gut
Or a tighter ass, or bigger boobs
None of that shit matters

If you're not enough with the weight
You'll never be enough without it

Don't you realize?

It's the soul you carry, not the weight
So if you're gonna exercise, exercise your right
 Attend to your life's gig and make THAT tight
And stop worrying so much about your thighs